Ham

There is one "pristine" way family whose members I run across about twice a year.. however, intuitively and in solid evidence I know things aren't what they appear. "Hey there *joe*.." "well hello" how's the family? Fine, fine.. and you? everything's peachy.. considering he never has a clue about my situation.. even as it was around the time I was out of da ministry.. either these folks don't care.. or are seriously suffering from memory loss.. so I just back away, slowly.. I'm nice. I don't want them to embarass themselves trying to cast devils out of me at the supermarket or something..

Next time, take a walking stick with you to the store..

I know the feeling. Kinda like meeting a wild animal at the corner where two streets meet..

I don't think its twi's lawyers.. more like rosie's lawyers.. I understand the bot and staff tows the line in respect to every wicked mandate she issues.. "well. There's a little crummy group we can easily pick on and win.. We need to *prevail*, and win one for da gipper. ahem, I mean the vicster. I *suggest* we go forward and litigate.. what do you think?" "yass boss" "yeppers boss.." "fo shure boss..." "good. let's have a vote then.." The irony of all this.. there is probably nobody left in the organization who can even read aramaic, nor even recognize the alphabet.. The only thing that would make sense here, to me.. rosie happened to be the reincarnation of Newton, of course without the intellect..

True.. maybe what I'm thinking is, if one wants to compare the two scumbags to David, the closer comparison overall seems to fit David's darker side.. that really seems to be where the comparison stops at.. when vic, loy and crowd weren't generally pillaging, raping god's people and blowing a lot of hot air on a stage somewhere.. they were doing what? Trips to warmer parts.. and/or generally sitting on their lousy rears.. "work"? ha..

I still wonder what made David so great.. yeah.. he sawed off some kind of philistines head.. but what's up with.. sleeping with a man's wife, having the husband murdered to avoid embarrasement.. besides everything else.. he rehearses how he was wronged by some citizens.. along with instructions to bring them to the grave with blood.. to his own son, solomon.. maybe this kind of *dang* is just a trademark of da mogs..

I thought they abandoned it.. when I was still around I think they had like copies of one part or something.. don't remember precisely..

Just wonder.. does herr (da way) bookstore even SELL this item any longer? If not, any plans to sell it in the near (or distant) future?

isn't the contrast intriguing.. David put GOLD into the temple treasury.. vic built his with brass..

I don't think david was so great either..

do they have any idea of what they did to the families involved.. at this point.. I let go of it.. they (da way(?)).. can have it.. blood and all.. I did the best I could in the circumstances.. even if I was an ignoramus..

as "screwed up(?)" as we were.. maybe I shouldn't say.. I'd need some kind of agreement in the next statement..

did they break up my marriage? Yes. Well.. I suppose I should be honest.. I was too trusting.. technically, I look at the whole scenario in hindsight.. and it was 100 percent my fault.. I didn't know it at the time.. What do we do now.. I dunno.. :) It just seems to me.. a gawd-damed religion would have a few answers? sowie.. I find myself using these kind of vulagarieties lately..

I dunno.. did they break up your marriage? I'm not asking in an accusative manner friend.. What they did for me.. the then nazi whore corps.. she would work over my ex.. and when I was around, they treated us like gold.. why was this.. we were the best of friends.. that is, the ex and I.. I was an at least half-hippie.. she was a redneck.. but we weere friends.. I think the bible has something to say about separator of friends.. I wish I could wash the blood from their doorstep..

I'm glad to see his thread live on and touch somebody..

Heh.. and they've driven off most of the people who had some reasonable amount of intelligence.. they don't get it.. every time they sick the lawyers on some little group with the word "way" in their name.. its just one more self inflicted wound.. I think they have as much common sense as a raccoon still stuck in a trap, after chewing three legs off..

thanks friend. Yes, it was generic..

spiritually (and otherwise) a very very good point.. :)

heh.. as long as they have good dope, who cares..

so what do we do now.. what I would prefer.. maybe I shouldn't say.. we sit around the campfire, and smoke something mildly hallucinogenic.. sowy.. sometimes I'm "gone"..

I dunno.. if anybody thinks this is "over".. I think you are mistaken.. parts of yourself are going to challenge you, one time after another..

some just ran off and started offshoots.. somebody said to me.. I won't say who. :) the only thing I will say.. I wanted to sell old pfal junk on ebay.. but the said person circumvented.. "don't let a TREASURE to fall into the wrong hands.." and a previous comment.. "They (the offshoot) needs somebody like you.." no kidding.. no thanks. If it came down to that, or having to live in the woods somewhere (I did that once ) I'd live in the woods.. I'm still trying to find out what family here, that I belong to.. well.. I'm patient. Let me know now, or the next lifetime.. be warned.. *part* of me.. will remember some of this the next time around..

maybe I should rephrase that.. having witnessed or fallen victim to that kind of deceitfulness.. I would not practice the same.. even to who might be described as my worst enemy..

perhaps. then there are those of us.. who would rather go live in a tent in the woods somewhere.. than start a fanatical hitlerian cult of sorts.. In a general sense.. I would acknowledge that it is POSSIBLE for the mind to be that deceitful. History answers that question..

I mean.. considering in da way world.. how hard would it be to marshal a majority of likely 80 percent or even more against 20? then came the next minority.. the "homos".. the "unproductive".. then what was it next.. I think I figured that out.. the "unproductive" were those who could not adequately maintain a family, and eliminate loy's sea of red ink with 15, 20, 25 percent (or more) of their incomes, at the same time.. and bring a dozen or so new blood into his classes each year, all with a smile on one's face..