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Ha! Kind of like mindless employees following you on the path of free health care.. God bless you dear friend..

You might have one of those already. It's called.. a conscience.. it scares the hell out of those who don't have it..

so... what happened to God when the universe was "created".. once created.. seems children assume the precedence.. some think He sacrificed a part of himself for this existence.. so He traded a certain percent of "certainty" for whatever this is.. did he choose to be outside, or inside.. somehow.. I think the "problem" will answer itself.. at least I hope so.. but from what I read.. he assumes precedence, as the majority of God..

I'm being generous here...

yeah.. the first time they offered to be "family". lets see how long they can pretend..

was there a specific point.. It was from day one..

where do we go from here.. I'm really trying not to leave debts in this existence.. own or owed.. maybe its asking too much..

very intriguing. so.. it seems that forgiveness, often is impossible. It comes with the little strings.. and do you REALLY forgive, or don't you.. as well as apologies.. do you REALLY offer it, or don't you.. humans are sooooo screwed up.. I had a dream about half a year ago.. it was about one character who changed a date on a check I had written.. he got his ten bucks. It cost me about $200 in court costs.. so what do I do, what do I say? "Rot in hell, you dirty sonsabitch.." so interesting.. they sometimes come to us after they are dead.. "you ....ed me off fella.. but it was only a few dollars.." go in peace, friend.. christ.. I wonder who I owe.. other than student loans.. they will have to send a *special* emissary to collect from me. no problem.. I'm SURE there's enough in my Social Security account to cover it.. it should at least cover three times the debt..

how about this. Wikipedia giving the context.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mississippi_Queen I can't remember the next song.. it was every bit as wonderful.. what was it..

and that is wonderful.. I would rather stumble over the block, instead of trying to sell it..

A very nice lady.. :)

It was the same thing, wasn't it?

I wonder how the loyster feels about this now. That is, the *private* information aired in public. Castrated by rosie.. the sexual "indiscretions" that make him ENTIRELY unfit to be da bigwig over any legitimate corporation. Not to mention the unfitness to be a personal "trainer" for ANYBODY.. unfit. the "road trips" with p*n*rello.. to gawd knows where.. I wonder if he has any personal feelings in this regard.. maybe he doesn't care. maybe he's proud of the audaciousness of "da good old days.." and the poor character he was largely responsible for driving to suicide.. if it isn't "incorruptible seed".. going to heaven, all hell not being able to stop one from going.. what are the alternatives?

I think the book was at least born in plagiarism. the vicster started out with the day Jesus Christ died, three days three nights, others crucified.. cry of triumph, all of which were "refinements" of bullinger's work, except for the last one.. no idea where he got that from. Oh yeah, lamsa. then he gets his "research(?)" team to fill in the blanks. very, very carefully.

too damned tough.. where to (or do I not) belong.. scary question..

:) that is the whole point, isn't it.. as far as myself is concerned.. I've weighed the cost.. the stupid sonsofabitches.. could have had somebody with a few smarts on staff.. their loss, not mine. Now the problem is.. to figure out where I belong.. *it* could have been a world class whatever it could have been.. who am I supposed to be..

The same disease of greed, discrimination, hatred, arrogance, deceit and egotism that plagues "business" seems to have infiltrated the ranks of the hallowed "new, dynamic dummies".. and its all over a paltry what.. 17 million or something? such a small hill of beans for such obnoxious behavior..

But to stay on topic. Da way, is to modern christianity, what wally mart is to da economic world.. they epitomize the philosophy of wally world in a religious sense.. "what did YOU pay for da verd.." apparently not a hell of a lot.. it was on sale. Isle 9. sorry, you shouldn't have asked.. New and dynamic.. who says thats always a good thing? It's like the "change" of unbridled capitalism.. along with its corresponding race to the bottom.. least overhead, least amount of morals to produce..

I dunno.. well. If it had to be on a certain "sabbath".. and they needed some wine for the wedding.. heck, he wouldn't have to buy it now, would he? I think (without being too damned egotistical..) he'd say. "so they have the *deal* for $5.99 meds. You live as you must. You walk through the doors.. make your purchase.. and get the hell out of there as fast as your legs can carry you.." no cut flowers for da missus, grown in the most fertile of Indian soil, while others starve.. no blue ray, born in China.. produced by the cheapest electrical energy coal, along with that which high sulfur emissions and slave labor can provide.. I think he'd kick the s*it out of the modern world market..

if you are christian.. maybe a good question to ask would be "where would Jesus shop?"..

This was the first version of the song I heard..

Its because we have an eternal cat here. it has its advantages, disadvantages.. "necromancy".. ha! I only have two dead cats buried in the back yard.. I hope Jesus doesn't drop kick them in the after-life.. hopefully they are doing cat things, that they enjoy..

I was thinking of this..