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If there is no love here.. we are all.. what is the word.. kinda "screwed".. just a thought. :)

Polarization.. it seems twi was the training grounds.. along with a lot of other second rate, insignificant groups.. No, they don't "get it".. but yes, it has been a steady march of polarization.. from da little itty bitty cult to da "big players".. kinda like trying to stand in front of a steam roller, trying to stop this s**t.. this week.. I think I met one of those who *really* have the keys to the steam roller.. and they don't seem particularly interested in running over my poor sack of bones..

"I don't really know clouds, at all.." amazing..

what a beautiful lady.. I don't know life at all.. scary thoughts.. :)

of course nothing is. Now I will listen to the music..

I don't think that was it.. this was it.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8A4r2RU1u3g

This is the one I love.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qf2S7kKLtEQ&NR=1&feature=fvwp

You must be psychic..

Ha! There is a song playing in my head.. it will take a few minutes for me to recognize it, I' sure.. something like "all together now.."..

I loved BS and T.. even after they strangled the life out of their maker.. The way I understood the proverb.. if one had the snowballs chance in hell of putting a few grams of salt on a moving bird.. well, no moving bird ever allowed it..

sorry if this too the hell much..

Is that really him or the photo? Or just a comment on his fashion tastes? now if it were lcm at wal-mart.. it would make PERFECT sense to me..

The fireworks are over, and only the smoke remains..

to watch ones existence going down some kind of cosmic toilet.. I suppose the realization can be scary as hell.. but not to worry. *we* will eventually surface, somewhere..

about the best I've come up with in hard situations, is to look the other individual(s) in the eye, any ask, "where do we go from here.." if there is no *we*.. fine. sorry about all of this.. my best friend suggested I have (at least a HINT) of asperger's .. it was far worse when I was younger.. I can't (or I really can) imagine what it is like to try to connect with a rapidly disappearing group to agree and Blindly support me..

and they can't hear or see the steam-roller heading in their very very own direction.. I've seen it heading in mine.. but that is life, isn't it? I'm "lucky(?)".. heh. I've had the advanced notice, or paid enough attention to it, to try to find a place to jump out of the way.. and even with that, there are no guarantees.. that was part of the agreement for this existence? If you can remember making it.. no guarantees.. we are destined to fix our own junk when it quits.. or die trying.. maybe its really time for a new appliance.. I'd say more, but.. so.. in all of this super competitiveness and competition.. did jl ever get da motorcoach of his dreams? tell me it isn't so.. figure.. he has to "win" about what.. 150-200 marketers to make it work.. maybe even more now.. the sad thing.. how many "partners" have they thrown away at this point.. now they are feeding on themselves.. and that is the "crisis".. they are devouring their very own selves.. maybe that's the weeping and gnashing of teeth the bible speaks of.. longing for better days.. and needing a toothpick to remove the remnant of a colleague from between one's teeth.. No guarantees. I don't expect it from anyone, or anything.. it is too much to ask, or demand of anyone..

I think they actually landed on a farm in the Louisiana swamp.. somewhere in Smith County, I think..

do they have room for me.. I guess it will be seen.. all of us want to go home I guess.. Is that it? I dunno.. if so, you'll have to put up with a lot of squirrelish nonsense.. not just from me.. yep. Everything is a two way street.. have to deal with..a damned stupid squirrel that can remember three of its past lives.. call me friend.. maybe its asking too much.. More free laundry coupons at the bottom of the page.. maybe that will fix everything..

the last BIG cult I had the priviledge of being exposed to.. admitted to "universal truth".. yeah, it "blew my mind".. unfriggin believable.. truth that was bigger than their dogma.. whoda thought.. sorry Cheranne, if this is more than you were asking.. one asks, one gets an answer.. even, how did Waysider describe it.. something about the roundabout path..

which cult will I choose.. I reserve the right to give them the final blow to their fragile ego.. "you are full of ....".. sowie. I am absorbed in too much happiness here.. Not that I am expecting their snooty selves to care or anything.. that would be asking too much I guess..

why do keep getting Scientology ads at the bottom of the page.. do they think they have "what it takes" to handle the light, or something? sowie. I just had to say.. so is da way a cult. Is a bear a bear? It is what it is.. does what da bear does.. must be an intelligent bot. Now that I acknowledge it, it turns into a detergent advertisement.. even offers a few coupons, with the proper click of da mouse.. sowie. I even scared that away.. now it's a Netflix promo.. well.. maybe its all connected. Tom Cruise, Scientology.. Netflix, old arcane sci fi flicks with Cruise at the head.. Dagnabbit.. now there is only laundry back..