sharon

The whole world is a circus if you know how to look at it

Phantom of the Opera

Raf~~~ Come out from behind the mask you hide~~~

would be better if Shadoe Stevens was playing Johnny Storm

:o--> Saw Traxx, saw Predator 2, Hey i saw Mr. Saturday Night!!! (by the way I think the two of you are great, and if u come to jersey we can watch my copy of Traxx!)

Signals~~ Do me a favor stop the nastiness. Say what you want express all u need but don't be a jerk. Ok. Thanks.

Orthodox Judaism~~ but looking at the results from the rest of you I need more gefitle fish for shabbas this week.

Raf is correct~~ :)-->

no~~~~~~~~~~ but traxx is a connection

I didn't take your life, Stan. I gave you one.

My family was like, uh, Dances With Jews.

no

no. not Coyote Ugly

Def59~ posted January 08, 2003 22:27 Well once again I have proved that I am invisible. I post and no one even notices. I don't even get criticism anymore. The subject doesn't matter, I post and it doesn't make a ripple. Maybe I'm getting stale. Heck, I don't know. I know I got out early (89) and it was for less than stellar reasons. I never went through Loyboy's reign of terror and I don't know Rosie from a flower. I do know the errors of TWI and its doctrinal problems and I've found answers in the established church. For some I am probably a sell out, because after all VP was the mog right? Or I sold out to religion because if TWI lied, doesn't that mean all churches lie? I used to respect Way corpse until I met the post-83 gang. I left in 89, but never read POP until 2002. It's sci-fi. I took PFAL in 1978 when the intermediate class awas part of it. I went WOW 3 times: Charlotte NC 1978-79, Miami Fla 1980 and San Diego Calif. 1982. The first one went well, the last two lasted five months total. I took the advanced class in 1984 or 85 in Kansas. I never ran a twig or held any leadership position. I was just joe believer I tithed and witnessed and was zealous (off and on) for 10 years. I left because I was bored. Later I saw the errors, plagiarism and such. I have no proof or first-hand knowledge of any sexual impropriety in the Way. I don't discount the stories, I just can't verify them. In the way I struggled and developed homosexual tendecies. Outside, I got healing and salvation. Inside, women used or rejected me. Outside. I found love and now have a family. Inside, I was never cool enough Outside, I just keep on keeping on. Inside: I made a lot of friends Outside: I don't see them, but still love them. Inside: It was what I said I knew. Outside: It is how I live Inside: Dead-end jobs and no future Outside: Went to college, became a writer now a career I love. Inside: Trips to Ohio every August Outside: I go lots of places. Inside: Zealous anti-trinitarina Outside: Pray that God can forgive me for denying the Father, Christ and the Spirit. Inside: Told to date women to get them into class Outside: Girl I married helped me see the Light. Well I had to get that off my chest. I've been home bound for a while and even I can only watch so much Maury. So I picked up my computer and started exploring the archives. When I read this one I snickered who cares what people think! Then I got quiet, then the tears came, I care I care alot! Truthfully I feel that what I write is ignored, I had put up a "Happy News" thread with perky feel good stories. Then I sat there and watch people ignore it, post on others as mine went done the page. I was furious, so I started to delete anything I wrote, (you know the I'll get u and your dogie 2 mentality) There is no solution to this problem it is most likely all in my head, but this caf?s a little bit like high school, so remember how much it sucked to eat in the cafeteria alone?

And I am all alone. There is no one here beside me. And my problems have all gone. There is no one to deride me. But you got to have friends. The feeling's oh so strong. You got to have friends to make that day last long. I had some firends but they're gone, somethin' came and took them away. And from the dusk 'til the dawn here is where I'll stay. Standing at the end of the road, boys, waiting for my new friends to come. I don't care if I'm hungry or poor, I'm gonna get me some of them. 'Cause you got to have friends. Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, friends. That's right you, oh you, yeah you, I said you gotta have some friends, I'm talkin' about friends, that's right, friends. Friends, friends, friends. I had some firends, oh, but they're all gone, gone, someone came and snatched them away. And from the dusk until the very dawn, you know, here is where I gotta stay, here is where I gotta stay. And I'm standing at the end of a real long road and I'm waiting for my new friends to come. I don't care if I'm hungry or freezin' cold, I'm gonna get me some of them. 'Cause you gotta have friends, that's right, friends, friends. I gotta me my, I gotta me my, I gotta me my, look around and see all of my friends. Oh, friends, that's right, friends, friends, friends, friends, friends, friends, oh, friends, you gotta have friends . . .

Dear Friend, what's on your mind You don’t laugh the way you used to But I've noticed how you cry Dear friend, I feel so helpless I see you sit in silence As you face new pain each day I feel there’s nothing I can do I know you don’t feel pretty Even though you are But it wasn’t your beauty That found room in my heart Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend Dear friend, I'm here for you I know that you don’t talk too much But we can share this day anew Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone There is someone who is praying Praying for your peace of mind Hoping joy is what you'll find I know you don’t feel weak Even though you are But it wasn’t your strength That found room in my heart Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

Signals, Be nice.

Old friends, old friends, Sat on their parkbench like bookends A newspaper blown through the grass Falls on the round toes of the high shoes of the old friends Old friends, winter companions, the old men Lost in their overcoats, waiting for the sunset The sounds of the city sifting through trees Settles like dust on the shoulders of the old friends Can you imagine us years from today, Sharing a parkbench quietly How terribly strange to be seventy Old friends, memory brushes the same years, Silently sharing the same fears for my dear sis

Who do you have to screw to get a vodka?

Wait you make fun of Traxx, then quote Predator no Predator 2? Now who's watching late night T.V.? ;)--> -->

Will there be one this weekend?

Danny Aiello Defiance Art Carney hope i didn't confuse anyone with editing :o-->

no, George, I was teasing Raf, that's not the name of the movie, but if he can tease us cause we've seen traxx~~ so guess away ;)-->

Galen, Is there a fund to donate money to for the body armor? Plmk. You and your wife sound like wonderful people, (not real sure about Dr. Pepper and Malibu)if u ever get to my neck of the woods I would be honored to have you and yours for dinner.

Raf, I see red~~~