Well, I've done it, as I've pointed out, for 42 years. Four times as long as you have.
Out of that 42 years, I've spent a mere seven, maybe eight, in the ministry. As I told you, I continued to believe it when I got out.
I was in Way 1.0 from 1972 until the latter part of the seventies, then Way 2.0 from 1985 until 1986.
So spare me the you didn't give it a chance, or it was your believing speech.
As I said, PLAF failed me miserably, and as you can see, the ministry was out of my life more than it was in. So it was the ministry that failed me first, than PLAF.