Hmm. Let's seen, I'll say freedom from fear. After session one I felt liberated from fear. I was thrilled to learn that I didn't have to live with fear. I had a nice "glowing" feeling leaving the class. Then again, it could have been the acid I took the night before. The glow lasted, oh, about 10 minutes into the next day when I had to face my real life.
I wanted my glow back, so I went into leadership and found that to be really scary. So I went into the Way Corps to learn how to handle the anxiety associated with leadership better. That turned out to be really really scary as I soon learned that every wrong thing that would ever go wrong in a branch, limb, or country, would be my fault :(