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I think back on the time I was in. And the "lost years" - the time after I'd been kicked out and was in deep depression and incapable of sustaining anything. Incapable of returning to my pre-TWI career, making any decision or anything. The burden of guilt laid on me in TWI-2 was vile. I've missed out in marriage, in opportunities to bear children, financially, professionally. I was ... quite a nice person before. I became difficult; and after getting tossed out like a used diaper, became even more difficult to be around. Meltdown. Now I think of what I have gained. A deeper understanding of reaching out to others; of being compassionate, non-judgmental, of seeing the other side, and of a richer relationship with God, who has always been there for me, even when I was at my utmost lowest - a state of mind I would not wish on the person I hated most. I think I've been into parts of my mind that I wouldn't have ventured into before. And I think I'm a better, nicer, more caring person than I was before. TWI is, without doubt, a cost. But having paid the price (and we all have!) what to do with what you got? Make something positive out of it. !!! If nothing else - it shows you how NOT to live life; what to be wary of; how easily you could become like that bully in TWI. It gives you something to fight against and something to fight for. And I stilll say: some of the most awesomely wonderful people I've ever met have been ex-Way people, because of their genuine passion for the things of God and their efforts to live life in a Godly way.

personally.. I think the older we become.. the more spiritual we become.. if we are lucky.. that does apply to those who run the vile organization.. if my premise is true.. how miserable must they be.. no, there is no antidote.. all I can think.. there is a place.. do we want to meet, or do we not.. *mr*(?) linder.. or pudgy once muscle bound replacement.. please forward these posts to the appropriate parties. thank you.