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So how does one's "leadership" in da way even KNOW if one is in debt nowadays?

along with having only an illusion of *many* days past.. I know, rosie tried fitting in the stool.. I mean.. she might look the part (of a well seasoned sailor).. but who's kidding who?

unless one is bigger than gawd, yet still small enough to fly below government radar.. Almost sounds like running a small business in New Jersey..

I dunno.. it's like high school.. maybe. I can't go back to high school for a few non-ethereal reasons. One is, they tore it down about twenty years ago.. it's a funny feeling though..

I planned on listening to white album tonight.. don't know what happened.. heh.. it's every bit as good.. same song, different key..

and it does.. how many (millions of) circles have we gone around.. and the "dead end".. "I me, me mine..." "I me, me mine..".. I'll spare you the repetition.. but even that ends.. at the moment.. I'd like some thing or entity to stand in front of me and speak some words of wisdom.. heh.. the last dream I had.. maybe I should not say..

I hope you can see something that outlives you.. there has to be something.. if not.. if you live in Tucson Arizona.. buy some California Grass.. "go home".. heh Sweet Loretta had a few *issues*.. heh heh.. "and thanks in behalf of the group, and I hope we passed the audition"..

Cheated? No.. myself.. feelings of regrets and all.. there are a few what's the word.. I can't say "results".. there are two children, I would not trade for fame or fortune.. one grandchild.. one yet to come.. have to listen to the album Paw hates.. "Let it Be"..

don't get me wrong. I'm not (have been or will yet be) complaining, or anything.. yep.. "believers" were supposed to be da best and all..

Yeah.. everything there is.. what's the word.. perfect. the sun arises every morning.. and there is no rain there, until after sunset.. yep..

Perhaps.. well.. myself. I prefer a more "psychedelically" charged definition.. heh the whole problem with this.. one will eventually return to the home from which one came.. well, depending on whatever religion you embrace at the time.. do you really want to return to a state of perfection.. I mean, there has to be some reason (though masked in your consciousness) why one wanted to abandon it (or take a vacation from it) to begin with.. just a thought.. :)

why does it have to be sad? well.. the last line anyway.. the future always beckons.. all that is present is entropy..

God bless you sir..

"Vagabond lifestyle".. I dunno. It is reserved for the "deeply spiritual".. the same thought troubles me even after close to twenty years after no involvement in da way.. I still don't feel at home in the community in which I live.. why is it.. because they cannot fulfill what a corrupt organization itself could not provide? just a thought.. so where is "home".. maybe.. we (*I*) can't go home..

no, I won't reply.. nooooo.. well.. the loyster is getting "up there" in years.. shrinking kingdom.. smaller every year.. less latex to fill... sowy.. I refuse to say more..