did i already start this topic? it came up again when i typed it in
i am so angry
do you know that is what he said to kris when she came for COUNSELING?????
he meant BEING WITH HIM was a reason to feel good about being alive
can you believe this ?
as in being with him SEXUALLY
ohmygod
there are real human beings who have committed suicide or wanted to because of this
and HE THINKS this is a reason to feel good about being alive !!!!!!!!!!
how can people or offwayshooters excuse this ?
would you go to your minister or priest or shrink or camp counselor or teacher or anyone you hold in high esteem and expect that they would tell you having sex with them was the reason you should feel good about being alive?????
it's beyond my brain. he told me i would get healed from past abuse. he never told me that's why i would feel good about being alive! i hate his guts.
HOW DARE HE HURT LITTLE PEOPLE. this isn't about someone who was horny. this about a sick human being.
i even said somewhere recently when marsha was going through this torture there was someone else over on the other bed
can you understand how bad this is
of course he was a sick mean person
i can forgive him
but when people want to EXCUSE him i cannot ever ever do that
sorry i'm going so crazy today
i look to this basterd to help me through my childhood abuse and his answer is to you-know-what me\
WHAT ? WHAT ? WHAT ?
if he did this to my son, i believe i would kill him
oh god
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just think about it -- you need help -- you need counseling in an area which is so shameful to begin with --
and this is how you are treated ? from the frucking pope ? the man of god ?
it's just astrounging
i mean astounding
damn it
ohmgoodness
i am sqad
sad
i can't type sorry
i am furious
a father in the word ? what the hell is that all about ?
a FATHER ? yeah, i had one of those too
i feel like spitting on him and others
you cannot trust anyone
well, there are nice people in this world
but oh should i even go on ? i'm making myself sick
I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT'S GOOD ABOUT BEING ALIVE
i am throwing up
the arrogance. he's disgusting. i wish his other eye rotted out (god forgive me)
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i'll tell you what's good about being alive -- surviving YOU!
how dare you use young girls. i don't even care if they worshipped your sick sorry azz
you're supposed to know better
did you start a ministry so you could have young firm ones? you make me SICK
if you even had ONE CLUE about god's love or the love of christ you would have -- i don't know -- left this planet lol or done something good with your life -- like being a farmer or whatever
you are your stupid motorcycles and planes and buses
and you taught others on top of it all
ppppfffftttt
and frucking geer and martindale and all these popples who looked up to you and WALTER
what the hell are these people thinking
killing a soul is okay??????????????????????????????? yeah, right. i'm sure god/christ would agree with you
i'm done with you. i hope to meet you later
as far as donna and rosalie, i want to spit on them too. it doesn't take too much to realize the ungodliness of it all. sorry if that's out of your all's (:)) comfort zone
keep [playing your make-believe games. i thankfully believe you will somehow answer
you not only destroyed simple stupid followers like myself
but you destroyed your own children, your own selves
it's just very very sad and bad
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okay, i feel a little bit better
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thanks